this isnt what I wanted.

I've been really busy recently. Surprisingly, nothing stopped me from staying back for art for the whole of this week! Days couldn't get any worser. People just love to screw them so badly. Jesus.

Four days ago, you said: "Yeah sure, I'll do it for you."
Today, you said: "Huh? But I don't have time to do it for you!"

There you go. Treating me like some stranger, again. Tell me how am I not to get frustrated over you? I guess you don't prioritize me like how you used to. You have her, she's better than me. Yeah right. Maybe you're just taking advantage of her. You don't even remember what I did for you, something which you kept pressurizing me, non-stop. Something which I felt guilty for doing so, but in the end I did it for your sake. And now, you don't even do something which I asked as a favor. Something so light, yet it seem so heavy to you. I hate it so much when someone says he/she will do something, but in the end, well... You know the outcome. I feel like a fool, being fooled by you. Maybe I shouldn't even care less of our friendship. It feels like as if I no longer am part of you guys, y'know what I mean? Maybe I should stop treating you guys better than the rest cause I already am not part of you guys. With or without my presence, there isn't much difference.

Alright, nuff said.

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So yesterday, I had my N'Level English oral. I was the last one, that suck. I merely die out of boredom! Imagine sitting there like some fool for more than 2 hours. It's driving me nuts I tell you! Oh well, at least I had a long talk (conversation) with the examiner. They even gave me sweets! 'Cause I was coughing, duh. -.-"

And today was just awesome. After school, I tagged along JR and AML to Amk Hub as AML wanted to register for his UOB card thingy. He's showing off to me man! No worries, I'll get mine soon! HAHAHA. Right then, AML The Rich Taitai wanted to treat us New York New York and I thought he was totally kidding. Guess what! It was for reaaaaaaaal. Thanks, AML! Will treat you in return soon! \m/ So JR headed home while I headed back to school with AML. He went for F&N while I headed for Art. Almost finishing my canvas, 'cept for the human's face. Lol. I brought home the prep boards and I think I'll be able to finish most of them during the weekends. So around 1930 hours or so, Yuefeng and I headed to Amk Hub's Subway for dinner. We spent for more than an hour there, chatting and laughing like some mad women! And I reached home after 2100!

Tomorrow's gonna be long day! I've got to separate my day into three sections.
Meeting Opera and Manga freak! > Section outing/Liwen's Birthday Chalet @ Downtown > Meet my family/Celebrate 2nd Sofea's 14th birthday!