Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I want to change, change for the better.




Have you ever touched your dreams and felt the simplistic joy of feeling them become reality only to abandon them for reasons you cannot explain? Have you ever watched your family who once shared the greatest of loves suffer an unforgettable and unforgivable tragedy that will slowly, painfully, and inevitably, tear them all apart? Do you know the darker side of life, the one that awakens you in the still of the night, crying to the unknowable God's, ‘Save me from myself. '? Does your heart constantly question whether humanity is obtainable in a world corrupted with suffering and where war is the favoured solution for peace?

If you really want to know me, and understand the forces that compel me to move on, then take these questions, and take this pain, for this who I am.

The best of both worlds. That is what you said. Yet if that statement is true, why do I feel so bad? I want some things I cannot have to be someplace I cannot be. There is sadness, memories, some tears, deep inside of me. Will I self destruct by always wanting more?

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Take a look at this! At least this cheers me up.
Money money, come to me! :D



P/S: I know I do need to update soon. Properly, that is. Don't remind me.

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